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finally, after so long gonna post again...
but mostly is posting negative stuff ??
at least here's a place for me to release :)

why someone can make a decision easily
need not to consider things around them?
but why i need to take care so many things
to take care each of their feelings
why put myself into trouble but not enjoying what i want actually?

that's your plan, but include me?
why seems unrealistic and that's not what i want
jealous that they can do what they want
planning throughout the year/their life
although just a planning, but try to achieve
but me...not dare to plan, the future
each of the planning have to concern people around
have the so-called responsibility to them
always do what they like and try to keep away what they dislike

already 24 but still innocent
easy to believe someone but you never know what they are thinking behind
dont even know are they your buddy to help or just gonna impute you
#not understand, even them with you for many years.