finally, after so long gonna post again...
but mostly is posting negative stuff ??
at least here's a place for me to release :)
why someone can make a decision easily
need not to consider things around them?
but why i need to take care so many things
to take care each of their feelings
why put myself into trouble but not enjoying what i want actually?
that's your plan, but include me?
why seems unrealistic and that's not what i want
jealous that they can do what they want
planning throughout the year/their life
although just a planning, but try to achieve
but me...not dare to plan, the future
each of the planning have to concern people around
have the so-called responsibility to them
always do what they like and try to keep away what they dislike
already 24 but still innocent
easy to believe someone but you never know what they are thinking behind
dont even know are they your buddy to help or just gonna impute you
#not understand, even them with you for many years.
23 February 2017
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Posted by YenneE at 10:29 PM 0 comments
27 April 2015
毕业
Posted by YenneE at 10:37 PM 0 comments
18 December 2014
18/12/14
有人说毕业=失业
在我眼里,原本不觉得什么的
但是,现在真的会是毕业=失业
当有人愿意雇用你
却要推掉
原因却是“你”不满意那份工作
现在是“你”做工还是我找工?
当你入取了别人都进不到的公司
或许也能说是间比较大公司呗
并且还能额外得到些pocket money
“你”却要给话我听
以为是我想拖延的吗?
以为是我要弄那些麻烦的文件吗?
在我忙着准备考试时,
死命叫我教补习
还讲怎样怎样去收学生
现在有个自动送上门的
却叫我不要教,花时间
讲是讲我自己决定
到最后,还不是给话我听
又能怎样?!
原本打算2月intern,
现在contract都还没搞定,
就看死2月做不到工
就叫我去找工
你找给我咯!
哪有人会请只待2个月的工人
讲什么做着先不要就离职
离职也要3个月通知吧
就讲在家不懂做什么懒足2个月
现在是我不要做工吗?
我找到工,你给话我听,就推掉了
我申请到intern,你不替我高兴,还嫌麻烦
我有补习可以教,你又讲三讲四
我能怎样?!
这一些全都是靠自己找回来的
就算不是自己的能力,好歹也是自己的努力,运气
你这个说不,那个说不
不听的后果就是给你讲n年
无谓
当初坚持读文科不选理科
到进了大学还在念念念
念屁啦,如果当初选理科
或许现在的成绩满江红了啦
现在是我了解自己的能力还是你会比我更了解
每次都say NO
又有没有真的给我自由去做选择呢?
Posted by YenneE at 8:22 PM 0 comments
13 December 2014
13/12/14
TMD的给我骂个够先!
honda city有几大?
不会飞车就不要飞!
不会割车就不要割
看不到白线吗?
色盲啊?
色盲就申请OKU la noobbbb
越过白线还去亲我的车镜
谁给你亲?!
还跟我飞走,飞去荷国啦笨!
重点还不是车
重点是把驾驶者吓到了
没心脏病都给你吓到心脏休克啦!
TMDDDDDDD
GO HELL LA U, MD >.<
原归正传,
考完了最后一科,暂时毕业了
感触嘛,也没什么感触啦
就读完书,考完试了酱罢了
读完3年的大学,好像刚从中华毕业那般
过后的日子,但愿过得充实就好
新的开始咯 :)
Posted by YenneE at 11:04 PM 0 comments
09 December 2014
9/12
these few days past like few weeks
dying, suffering alone at the table
when jz wanna start studying,
it's so fast start dreaming, start sleeping again
totally no mood at all
why dont let me finish it faster?
ytd went for a weighing scan
reveal the impact of non stop eating recently =.=
but really hard to control without any snacks in my mouth
mayb, there is too much snacks, overloaded
until dad also beh tahan oni keep nagging on those snacks
twice visiting star within a week
gosh, have to stop it after this week!!!
simply post
for nothing
jz dont like study anymore
Posted by YenneE at 4:53 PM 0 comments
06 December 2014
6/12/14
或许是时候清醒下
来个干脆利落的决定
或许再等多一下下
多一下下就会不一样
或许...或许...或许...
之前给了自己一个期限
虽然期限将近,
但这段日子实在越来越难熬
好几次想在期限前放弃
不知道如何面对
败在心软?
败在仁慈?
或许吧。。。
这种一厢情愿的形势
不会持续很久,我说的。
没机会再无理取闹,我说的。
没机会让你断定是useless emo,我说的。
只要你再是这样连眼尾都不扫一下
别怪我无情、别说我狠
还有,朋友,
请勿对我用“蠢”,"noob"
很不喜欢。
至于哪条水有种用“好傻好天真的”,
不要以为嬉皮笑脸就没当一回事
火山,是累计后一次性爆发的
Posted by YenneE at 11:20 PM 0 comments