28/3

连续几天
还没到十一点就躺在床上了
明明很累但就是睡不着
可以想东想西直到1点
也不知道脑子为什么那么爱夜想
夜晚空想，感触多。
但更容易打哈欠了

看回wechat，我们的对话都是围绕着考试
看回watsapp，里面的对话都是较内心的
看回照片，觉得一大伙在一起并不容易
一起度过一些节日，倒数，旅行
若能一起出国背包游更棒呢

不想再失眠了啊！
再想些有的没的，
脑容量饱和，爆炸咯！

monday blue

keep listening to those 4 songs recently
but the most attracting is by: The Moffatts
the song, is meaningful for me at this moment
nice to listen, soft, relaxing when listening to this song.
also, recall some memories in mind
mayb, even my mom also realized that
i m thinking a lot recently
even little things also can make myself into trouble
or even badly enter into an emo situation
pisces, the characteristic of pisces.

u get the song

then get my feeling

周末

周末，

并不是不想呆在家

而是，

呆在家总会很厌烦地听着他们在吵骂

难道是下午天气炎热脾气暴躁？

骂来骂去也不是那几句

听的不烦，骂的不厌

无辜受苦的最悲 ><

你可以闭上你的眼睛

你可以闭上你的鼻子

你可以闭上你的嘴巴

但你就是无法闭上你的耳朵

完完全全平静的生活

#向往中

Sunday

free and easy Sunday
such hv a long time didnt enjoy for my weekend
even need went for helping during midnight
can sleep until 11am, satisfy :)
after that can totally ignore ASSESSMENTS
went here and there
settled for my own stuffs
looking for foods wif sis
without any works connected in my mind
syok !
family meetings at night
skype-ing at night
movie-ing at night
niceeeeeeeee
this is what i want !
however, next week nid rushing for assignments
busy weeks again, until after final oni can be free
haiz, these few days, appreciate.

11/3

such feeling of being left out

without even a hi or a bye here

without knowing situation there

              
anything cant be discussed anymore
anything cant be complaint anymore
anything anything anything 。。。
no more any chance ???

night time

there is no use to be initiative

once you took the initiative

the other might lock you at a situation

: you have something to request

: you have something troubling 

: you are annoying

mayb.. dont know

the other will not know what's in your mind

the other will not know your feeling, EVER

070314

brain stuck!

whole day facing the book with figures

but without understanding where and why they are here

feeling bad for this mid term

actually each of them just carry 15%

are we too focus on it

but even if focus on that 15%

I also dont know what it talk about

3 subjects

left 3 days to prepare

timeLESS

stressful !