6/11

#brightness post

#happy day

#jz a hug

#put aside all unhappy stuff

#think positive

#gambateh in work

#miss

#hesitant to let go

#104

26/10

我，累了。

就快撑不住了

至于几时会爆发

不晓得也不想懂得

22/10

keep scrolling up and down in fb
waiting for someone else knock the chat box
even watching for my favourite KO
even finally finally finally ate my 275 candy
still in a down and depressed mood
yes, knocker appear
cant sense anything what i want from the knocker
jz bring me to another E mood
#down #depressed #tired #angry

21/10

a new semester again, short sem
after viewed for subjects outline
surprise that fin203 is 30% with group assignment but not mid term
not a good news i think
previous long sem with 7 assignments
now, short sem full with 3 assignments and also oral presentation for MGT203 i think
oral presentation!
this is damn tough for those hard to memorize script and speak fluency
some more, what a poor english i had?
damn challenging for myself!!!
gonna die for my poor english >.<

3/10

Recently feeling a bit irritable

seems like a lot of stuffs haven settle 

everything need to be planned

when can all arrange perfectly for me

and i just to follow the plan?

came :)

holidays waiting for me..hahaha
finally passed the stressful days, stressful sem
maybe, i will reply it next sem
and more next year,
need change the words:
THE KILLED DAYS, THE KILLED SEM
year 3, not such easy to survive

watever! not thinking such demotivated stuff
now, holidays planning is motivating me..haha
few birthday celebrations (omg, costly)
planning for a trip (chocolate!)
plan to step in kitchen (><)
try to bake or do some dessert (:D)
go for ways hunting, food hunting
do some part time
AND, go for SPORT!

many things to do,
but always do nth...
jz think to plan
but not implement the plan
:'(

monster

from primary until uni, still following me
for wat?!
why everytime nearly exam period U must come to find me
no matter small, medium or large exams U must reach on time
mom calls u as TENSION
can i jz call u as MONSTER
sick, plz get away from me!
i douwan keep sicking nearly the exam period
demotivating my study mood (even everytime lack of it, haha)
i douwan suffer anymore
SUFFERED ENOUGH !!!

16.09.13

S.H.A.R.E

not an easy task

not everyone will share what they have 

even are those who beside you.

why you still need be an annoying people

just continue to do your work

don't ask for too much.

assignmentsss

should regret of taking the subject with damn lots of assignments?
although knew assignment not an easy work, costs lots of time and full of challenges
now really not the mood for them.. >''<
when u almost complete a part of ur assignment and u realized that u r not in the right track
will u getting angry and wanna destroy what u had done??!
felt the urge to redo all the things before, delete the previous vomited work ...
urgh!!!

later on still got many many many assignments coming
no matter individual or group assignments, all felt stress..
really, not because of lazy to do so but dunno how to start with it
this shouldn't be considered as an EXCUSE..
is really!
can someone guide me the way to fight with THEM ?!

三天两夜

3/7/13 （三）

NOT MY DAY TODAY!

早上突然接到他的电话

讲他撞车，还连撞两辆

吓了一跳

已经不是第一次了

就那么不小心吗？

就那么容易就让人担心吗？

上学途中，老豆打来

又不对路了，那个时候打来做么咧

那时他的声音有点抖

原来家里的alarm响了

哇，什么事哦又 ==

又在担心中~~~

难得到了午餐时间，

原想还可以吃个午餐再来个BR才去上课

这次轮到老妈子打来

Selayang那里叫我去开刀

饭都没心情吃了 ><

急急忙忙吞完了就去医院

直接进wad，连回家冲个凉收拾下的机会都没有

检查做完了后就闷闷闷了

4/7/13 （四）

手术日，从11点等到12点

时间越久越恐怖

躺在病床上由着护士从6楼推到手术室

看着上面的灯光，超可怕的！

在手术房外，只有我一个人在等

等等下无意间又睡着了

手术室内，任由他人往你身上插管、贴布等

过后都不懂几时睡觉了

被拍醒时，也是迷迷糊糊的

回到病房后又是睡觉

那时已经是下午5点了

就连医生来帮我洗伤口时

我也是睡着觉任由他洗

不懂什么事，只是感觉到疼痛

有种莫名的感觉

明明在睡觉，就会突然醒来

醒来时还真的以为发梦的咧

朦朦胧胧看见到他走着过来

都不懂是真是假

过后再看见了他们

慢慢地才醒了

不过当时还是很累很累~

5/7/13 （五）

出院咯

脸肿肿的，两角破损

好像被人左一拳右一拳似的

丑死了

没什么能张开口

也只能喝饮料，吃稀粥罢了

过后还得上课

悲哀 ><

 patient of the day.. ME

 painful on my both hands

oral surgery 

condolence for the teeth :(

thanks for those who concern on me

thanks for those who take care on me

thanks for those who come and visit me

619

既充实又简单的一天

但大部分的时间都在马路上吧==

food hunt的第一站-----> Dreamz Bakery

原来并不难找，找到的时候蛮有成就感的

不错的环境，不错的味道，不错的服务

时间上不允许

并没有认真地吃

还有很多很想试一试的呢

第二次！

原本在Taylor meet 琪廉，无端端说直接到孤儿院那meet

够力咯，都不懂在什么鬼地方，靠GPS最好有用

是要去PJ Seksyen 8的，GPS带你到Sunway去！

really is Guna Pun Sesat ><

过后不懂兜了多少个大圈才进到S8

过后跑进去警局问路，就酱迷迷糊糊地到了

这样走来走去，头都晕呢

比想象中的时间还要早

在孤儿院就呆那么一会儿

e-curve, the curve 走走下

晚餐，Garden..

不错大碟，超饱的

这一年

就这么平平凡凡度过了

下一年才是考验的开始吧

一起加油，Fight For It  <3 font="">

days

there are too much things in the world which 

-cant explain so much

-without any reasons

-unable speak one's inner out

-hard to reach your mood

but he gave me a cold shoulder

and even becomes a nasty girl to them

am i in the wrong way

and all things happened just because of my waywardness

anything else still can i looking forward to

the answer is.....I DUN KNOW......

痛痛痛

这几天，没一天是吃得饱的

嘴一直是咀嚼到酸酸的 %>_<%

痛到连咀嚼都懒

对着食物看久了都没胃口，宁愿吃不饱

不明白，为什么别人可以安然无事而我却那么倒霉啊

拔掉不就好了吗？

还要那么‘刺激’干嘛 ( ⊙o⊙?)

真的败给你了.....

在睡觉的你，最好不要给我惹麻烦

我不要痛第二次啊！

post-May

   有些事，羡慕不来

   有些事，不知道比较好

   有些事，无法计较

   有些事，分不清对与错

   请顾及身边人的感受

   有些人并不是你想象中，

   那么的坚强

   外表越显得坚强独立自主

   内心越容易受伤需要关怀

   这句话，赞！

18/2

明明就是一件很简单的事
为什么要弄到那么复杂呢
为什么要弄到没心情sien掉呢
重点是，还被认为是我造成的
好! 或许真的是我的问题
但那五个"不"都是有原因的嘛，不是吗?
(not finding an excuse for myself, it is jz a truth)

有时候，正话/反话我也搞不清楚了
就是会希望能识DO一点不要什么都问我
虽然那是尊重的一种但就是会心理作祟
就是会有矛盾的情况出现
就算觉得改变了也是如此
改变不一定会变好也不一定会变坏
但就是找不回以前那种感觉
可以犯贱地说HP那次其实很不错吗?

jz a simple girl who looks for other girls' look
why should be thought of as a complicated girl

1/3/13

2013年1月3日（阴）

心情就像天气一样，阴阴的
不知道什么缘故
这几天总会突然link到某地方去‘
心情就开始变了

是在压抑本身的心情吗
还是根本压抑不住它呢
所以才要找个法子发泄
就会无缘无故地打哈欠
还是能找个借口，
打哈欠本来就是双鱼的特色？

那种感觉
就好像这世界里只有你，一个人
一个人开车
一个人闲逛
一个人吃饭
一个人看戏
一个人发呆
没人陪你聊天
没人陪你发泄
没人逗你欢笑
你就是一直一直一直地，摆着那张苦瓜脸  :(

*不要问为什么，有些事就是没得解，无故的*

2mr will be better

2mr is 201314
 also the 2nd 100th day
sure will be better better better!!!